This is our EXPERIENCE PAGE. It contains stories shared by participants around the world who have started their Heart Awakening energy transfer process. For the most current dates of our Heart Awakening Workshops any where in the world, please refer to the Events Page of this website or email us at Bhagavan@tpg.com.au.
For an account of the experiences of Robert and Carol during their 21-day Retreat at Oneness University in Golden City, click on their respective names.
After our recent Coffs Harbour Retreat in October:
I have been involved in Spirituality for a long time. During the Ananda Mandala meditation conducted by Robert, and the following Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer, with Robert & Shreshta I experienced the highest consciousness ever for me. I can thoroughly recommend them both & their work. Love to you & am looking forward to our next meeting. - Evelyn Green
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Dear Robert and Shreshta,
Your website is a beautiful gathering of Bhagavan's
teachings. Also your presentation of core topics pertaining to
enlightenment has attracted me very much.
I felt very happy to see your page on the golden balls, which is a very, very new happening in the Dharma. In fact I was very much surprised to see those pictures of Golden balls so clearly.
The information provided on your site about enlightenment in Israel gives peace to the rest of the world and is very hopeful. The help you as a couple are doing for Amma Bhagavan is amazing. I wish Amma Bhagavan's blessing be there all the time and move forward to help the rest of the world.
I did not introduce myself ... My name is P.V. RAO from India but right now working in Egypt in a oil company. Last year I have attended the Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer in Oneness University for 15 days.
While I was looking at your website one miracle happened that all of a sudden the Moola Mantra started playing and it was heard continuously for 20 min. [Editors note – we do not have the Moola Mantra on our website!!!]. I was surprised and blessed as well. I have been experiencing Amma Bhagavan's grace since 1995 and got married in Nemam in the year 1997.
Also I did feel that the energy levels are very high while looking at your website. I have got a job offer from India after seeing this website. Great power I felt in watching this site.
I would like to buy the book "Bringers of the Golden Ball." How can I get that book to my following residence address? I have a credit card. Please guide me.
Best of Grace for your seva.
Ever at the lotus feet of my beloved Amma and Bhagavan
P.V. RAO
Sr.
Instrument Technician
Westerngeco Crew 1325, EGYPT
April 18 2006
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The moment you put your hands on my head was the moment I smelt the Musk and thought to myself, has Robert got Musk on or what was that just, well I didn't know until now, so thank you kindly for the blessing Robert, what a beautiful soul you are.
Shawn Lergessner, Gold Coast, 17 May 2006
Editors comment: When I thanked Bhagavan for the supremely blissful sandalwood miracle He gave me from His Holy Feet, Bhagavan told me that He gives sandalwood and musk. I let Shawn know that Bhagavan just gave Shawn a miracle blessing. I don't wear any scent.
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Dear
Maya, Jennifer, Carol, Robert and Joel,
Wow, your
special Israel fundraiser Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfer
evening was a brilliant night! (of course!!!!). Light
everywhere, even still right now as I write this.
All day my being has been flooded with light and intense joy AND all
day - (and this is since 7 am, while the whole household was still slumbering
away, but I lay there awake in utter beauty and with such gratitude).
I
wanted to write this thank you note, and I must have written it in my head at
least 3 times today, during mundane things like brushing the cat's fur, hanging
out the washing, staring out the window, eating breakfast with the kiddies &
Gerald, and at very alive times like at Chung's birthday party with 11 wonderful
partying children around me, etc...
There is
much that could be said, and yet nothing can be said.
Words simply cannot convey the feelings I have had since last night.
Words can never be sublime enough to describe this heightened
awareness, and what has been shown last night about the world.
And as this journey continues words as descriptors become more and more
inadequate.
All I can
say is that there is such a huge amount of beauty, Divine Love & support…
its incredible! Knowing it is one
thing, experiencing it quite another. It is vast and indescribable!!! The
feeling of absolute oneness with God and all, and the Divinity of this universe
including this planet earth is so expansive, its indefinable, as is its
vibration of bliss and perfection.
As
we all realize, its so close & the only truth about ourselves and life.
We all have had the blessing of tasting this through Amma & Bhagavan
in particular, and for me Mother Meera has been equally loving and light
infusing.
Last
night my words of sharing felt so feeble and they couldn't give any justice to
what Amma Bhagavan's light & love can do and what it did. I wish I
could have hugged everyone there and somehow plugged them into what I felt, and
we all to each other... but then all is revealed to everyone in perfect sequence
and time, so there would be no need in this perfect play, for anyone to
interfere. Everyone
received incredible gifts, and the feeling of gratitude and love was palpable!
We were all walking in love together!!!
My deepest
desire today has been to write to you all to say I'm so thrilled and thankful
that you all have had the guidance and passion to follow your hearts to do this!
And also that not so long ago you went to India to receive
this gift, so that other souls can be touched by it, through you as a
vessel, and thus remember their true 'self', and then in turn be part
of transforming the world bit by bit.
Nothing
could be a greater gift and I am just so grateful you were there in this
multifaceted-jewel-style of energy. An
absolute pleasure to experience! Please
never hesitate to arrange such a gathering again!
There must be more fundraising to be done again soon, I can
imagine!!!
Its
so powerful to gather like this. I'm so amazed and filled with awe and gratitude daily
about what Amma Bhagavan and other Beings of Light are able to do
through others and directly!
I'm also so glad my being was ready to be here on this wonderful journey
with you and the rest of the world.
What wonderful times!
This
sounds very basic and simple, and in essence it is - but its not a
reflection at all of the deepest recesses of my heart, which is singing, beaming
and encompassing spaces I'm not even aware of consciously.
God can do with it as God pleases!!
The limitation of words on a page...
But
please accept my gratitude and thank you!!!!
That is the main message, ha ha ha... after all that writing! I did
not get to express this verbally last night to all of you (for various
reasons). Can
someone please forward this to Jennifer, as I don't have her email address?
Thank you!!! You
are all great gifts to the world and just brilliant!
Thank you for letting me have this opportunity, we can never be sure of
how many chances we have to say what we mean, and why wait if it may bring the
recipients some joy?
From the
truth in my heart, Sabine
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Thank
you for a lovely evening last Saturday. This was closer to the Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfers I
had in India. I felt like I had a skullcap on my head that was surrounding
the top 1/3 of my head and with a denseness that was awesome. Then the
electrical current seemed to ignite my current and cause a spark, resulting in
my body responding in jerks. At one time I felt a buzzing in an arc
formation around the left side of my brain, this was similar to what I felt
in India.
My
body felt like it was heating and filled with spirit or denseness is how it
feels to me. I was aware of the filling up of spirit in my body and just
enjoyed the experience. At times I felt a presence and it was talking
through me. I allowed this communication to continue quietly as I
felt it was so healing. I do enjoy these experiences and I know that they are
furthering my development.
I
mentioned my experience to a friend and she wished to know when the next one is.
With better advertising you should be able to double the numbers you had on
Saturday
Hugs
to you both, Lesley Riddle
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Dear
Carol and Robert,
I
thought it was time to write to you to thank you for everything that you have
done for us this year. It was December last year that we came to our first
Satsang at your house. We had not yet decided whether to do the Oneness Blessing
process. We met Julie and Grant Horsfall and listened to their views and
we felt comfortable with you both and after consulting the I Ching and talking
together we decided to go ahead with starting the process.
Just
before this I had been feeling very down and fed up with life and myself.
I started writing an affirmation in my journal "There is a divine plan of
goodness for my life". I had a dream on the 30th November where I met
a grey haired, sweet, gentle God-like man but had to leave him and travel
through an Indian market - there were many steps. Go through cleansing
process (symbolised by finding and using an Indian style toilet )
Then I have to find my way back to the grey haired man - I hope in the dream
that it won't be too long or hard. I had no idea at the time what the
meaning was of this dream and did not analyze it, just recorded it.
Well,
much has happened in the last year, but it has been a very gentle process and it
is only now, exactly 12 months later, that I am becoming aware that I am aware!
I am more aware of my thoughts - they are less and less repetitive, based on
mundane anxieties etc. I am more aware of my feelings. After working
on deep core issues both at the Oneness Blessing days and during the months between
Oneness Blessing days I am not reacting to other people the way I used to. Occasionally I
do and that is when I have to not think that maybe I haven't progressed as far
as I thought.
Daniel
and I are living together more harmoniously and I am able to listen to what he
is saying, think about it and decide how I will respond rather than reacting
from my own personal issues. At work I may feel the old feelings of
rejection or whatever from workmates but then I just let it go and feel no
resentment whatsoever and am able to not take things personally as I used to.
All of this is making me feel very happy and joyful and contented with life.
Even writing this is making me feel good.
I
am so grateful to you both for all the hard work and efforts you are putting
into your Oneness Blessing work and all the love and care. I also valued the Akashic
Soul Reading you gave me Carol. I have always had difficulties with men in
authority and now I understand why. You told me this was due to a past
life experience. I am now being able to just observe my feelings and I am
starting to feel that this fear is leaving me.
Only
in the last week I am finding that I feel more powerful and fearless. I
went to a training day on Suicide prevention and Psychosynthesis yesterday.
I suddenly felt that I can now stand up for my beliefs at work and next week I
will be speaking to my clinical supervisor about the work I do and have started
doing which is based on feelings your feelings intensely which then turns to
joy. (Does this sound familiar? Yes, I am coming across this
everywhere I read. Bhagavan talks about this, you have talked about this,
Brandon Bays, The Journey, Lyons and Psaris give techniques for doing this in
their book Undefended Love etc.) I am feeling excited, and happy and I
have noticed a difference at work this week. I am feeling less inhibited
and fearful.
Yes,
it has been and continues to be an amazing, wonderful healing journey.
There is heaps more I could say - I have four journals full of experiences and
perhaps I could write it all up one day but right now I thought I would like to
write this to you both and if you wish to use it in any way please feel free to
do so.
I
look forward to seeing you both in December and again in the New Year as I
realize that this is an ever deepening process and I love being in the company
of other people consciously on the journey.
Love
and light to you, Carol and Robert,
Julia Smaistrla
Adelaide
Australia Dec 12 2005
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This is an email from John Farman. I have never met him but I have been in email contact with him since my Oneness Tour to the USA in May 2005. John returned from the August 21 day event and had this to say:
Quite a ride Robert!
Ups (more ups than downs) ... I feel a permanent shift in
me. I noticeably can feel how activity in the brain is processed
differently. It feels weird to write about "me" and
"I", but I know you understand .... ha!
There was such a blasting of the heart and crown chakras!!!
And a profound visit from Sri Ramakrishna to aid the process! Now I didn't
know anything about him before my trip ... he came during the Ganesha
Havan and stayed with me through the intense parts of samskara shuddhi and then
lovingly left after "the big shift" happened in my brain, August 7th
to be exact. That was only about 4 days into the process, that was the
major breakthrough for me WOW! From there it was mostly heart chakra
work and exercising for me.
Giving Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
has been a true blessing! There were
100 + people at the Healing Service I lead every month. About 20 stayed
after and 3 of us Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East) givers let it rip! The room was just buzzing!!!
A few golden orbs were photographed over our alter .... Bhagavan sure is
stepping up the wattage isn't he???? :)
I've definitely had high enlightened states (coming and
going), amazing love spaces opening up, and I'm just now beginning to experience
ever so slight oneness states. But not like some other people have
reported. But it feels great to be so light, open and a feeling of clear
energy (best description I can give) wonderful wonderful wonderful!
Overall a very blessed and humbling experience. There
is such a feeling of gratitude for how powerful and REAL the Divine is working
and moving through us!
I send Love and Blessings to you! I feel I have a
friend with you that I've never met!
Stay in touch!
John Farman, Licenced
Unity Minister, Certified Massage Therapist
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7 September 2005... Karen Winter of our Melbourne group reports on her August 21-day Process in Golden City:
In August 2004 a friend of mine told me about attending
an Enlightenment workshop. I had no idea what this was about, but
something told me that I needed to attend. Not knowing what I was getting
myself into, I called and booked myself in. That was on 15th August 2004 -
the day of Amma's Birthday. This was the first time I received Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfers.
I felt that I was in the right place at the right time.
Two weeks after this workshop I departed to work overseas for 4 months.
While I was working in Norway, something interesting started to happen.
People I was not able to do healing in my usual sessions, either due to distance
or circumstances, really needed my help. I happened to have read a book
(by pure coincidence) about someone who was doing healing work by tuning into
people and then using an "energy tool" to clear their blocks.
Somehow, after receiving my first Oneness Blessing Energy Transfers in Melbourne, I started tuning into
people, seeing where their blocks were, then using an Energy Tool of Gold Light,
I started clearing their blocks. Miraculously, their problems, pain,
issues and imbalances resolved. Was this the work of Divine Grace, or Amma
and Bhagavan?
Over the past three to four years, I experienced periods where all I felt within
was love, joy and peace. This seemed to radiate out and many people
noticed. This had a large impact on my healing work and produced some
incredible results with my clients. This sometimes lasted for 7-8 months
and then I would lose it again. And then it would come back again,
sometimes for up to 12 months or more.
The last time I shifted out of this incredible love, joy and peace was in
February 2004, which coincided with a very powerful full moon that seemed to
bring up a lot of issues for everyone. Since that time, I have had
incredible waves of emotions rising from deep within me. It was like I was
purging all the old emotions I had been holding onto from this and all other
lifetimes. This period of my life was like riding on an incredible roller
coaster that I did not seem to be able to get off. Just when things would
settle, more and more of these waves of emotions would well up from within.
It truly felt like I as traveling through and experiencing "The Dark Night
Of the Soul".
This ended for me in June this year. On the 2nd of June, our group of Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
givers in Melbourne, got us all together for a Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
evening, as many
were being performed around the world within a 24 hours timeframe. This
was an incredibly powerful evening where we performed rituals, danced and
received Oneness Blessing Energy Transfers. The next day I went along to see my friend Sue for our
monthly healing session we do on each other. She doesn't know much about
Amma and Bhagavan or the Oneness Blessing Energy Transfers although I had told her about them and
encouraged her to join us. She had been assisting me to work through my
"Dark Night Of The Soul" which had resulted in some pretty heavy
sessions, but this one was different. While she was working on me, she
could see Buddha entering me! I immediately knew what this was. It
was the Buddha Energy descending into me. I had this magnificent Gold
Light radiating out from me. She saw Buddha standing on the left side of
me. I then saw Amma on my right side - this was my first really powerful
connection with Amma. She seemed to be making a few adjustments to me
physically, which I felt very strongly. Sue asked me to keep bringing the
Gold Light through me and left me in the room to process whatever was happening.
June and July went very smoothly for me. I felt as though I had completely
shifted out of the energy of "The Dark Night Of the Soul". I
felt much better, had more energy and things were flowing more smoothly in my
life and in my Kinesiology practice up until my departure for India on 31st July
to attend the 21 Day Process in the Golden City near Chennai.
The
"21 Day Process" has been one of the most amazing things I have done
in my life. I have spent time at the teachings of "His Holiness the
Dalai Lama" in India, as well as several months with "John of
God" in Brazil. These two were incredible experiences but what
happened at the Golden City has changed my life forever.
The 21 Day Process takes you through an incredible journey of firstly looking
and yourself and your life, and why we are the way we are, our conditioning, how
we are influenced and why we act and behave the way we do.
Firstly,
I saw all the suffering in my life and then upon releasing that, I saw the
suffering of Humanity. I realised that the entire planet was trapped and
that all of Humanity needed to be freed. At first I was crying (howling)
unstoppably, as I saw the incredible need to help Humanity to become free from
all suffering. Everyone went through different experiences, many were
crying, releasing, going through emotional turmoil, some were even laughing.
Most of the time I was feeling an incredible sense of peace and joy - at first I
thought maybe I wasn't getting it, but I was assured that where ever I was at
and whatever I was feeling was right. I found myself dancing around the
room on many occasions, feeling as though I was totally free.
We worked on releasing our past conditioning, negativity and karma on all
levels. We looked at why relationships are the way they are, and that the
biggest mistake we make is trying to change or understand each other. We
saw that life was nothing but RELATIONSHIPS! We were taken back through
our childhood, and asked the Divine Presence within us to do whatever it needed
to do to alter our childhood where needed. Once again, I danced around the
room and saw myself in my pretty dresses my mother made me when I was 5 or 6.
I was dancing through meadows of beautiful flowers; I was flying - WOW!
The "21 Day Process" is like the Ultimate form of Personal
Development. It was like having 30 years of Natural Therapies in just
three weeks. The insights that came through the process were amazing.
It is the Ultimate way to change our patterns, experience our relationships and
change all of Humanity forever. We saw that we were not responsible for
what we are. We saw that our conditioning, our experiences in the womb,
our birth process and our childhood, all impacts of how we are and how we
behave. All of this we have "No Control" over. We have no
control, that we have no control of control! Now I understand why
"Control" has come up so much over the years in my work with
Kinesiology. You do not have control over life - life has control over
you. This conditioning is running through you and you cannot be free of
this. The more we "Control" any aspect of life, the more we
"Struggle". I have been telling my clients this for many years!
On Day 9 I went through a "Death of the Self" and saw myself floating
down the "Ganges" in a death ceremony. I could hear water
running beneath me as I floated away, and could actually hear the crackle of
flames burning the wood that was placed on my body. Then I started to fly
over India and Asia and then out to the Cosmos. I was flying on a bed of a
Lotus Flower and flew higher and higher into the Universe, seeing Planet Earth
below. Then I started flying through Galaxy after Galaxy. Then I was
the whole Universe,the stars, I was everything - Earth, Humanity, all creatures, the plants,
everything. I surrounded Planet Earth in a Billion Petal Golden Lotus
Flower and asked that only Love, Peace, Joy, Happiness & Grace engulf the
entire Human Race and all creatures of this Earth exactly "AS IT IS"!
I felt as though I had died and gone to Heaven, only to realise that Heaven is
here on Earth.
Oneness Blessing Energy Transfers at the Golden City were happening 24 hours of the day energetically.
We had very few physical deekshas performed on us. The most powerful part
of the process was the meditation in front of the "Cosmic Beings".
These are Fully Enlightened Human Beings who have the power to "plant the
seeds of Consciousness" into us. On Day 10 while meditating in front
of the Cosmic Beings, I felt them physically "Unplug" me from my mind.
It
was like something out of the movie "The Matrix" but it was below my
Brain somehow - WOW! During the process, I was gauging my progress using
the Scale of Enlightenment (0-1000) and Kinesiology. I was very surprised
at how fast I was moving up the scale and from Day 1 to Day 10 I went from 460
to 900! After discussion with my Dasaji (guide) Utpala, and thinking that
I wouldn't progress much further, she gave me encouragement and changed my
belief so that I could see that I could reach that level.
My thoughts were passing me by. The mind chatter had lessened, and I was
feeling very peaceful, positive and focused. I realised that all I had to
do was ASK for what I wanted. I prayed to Amma and Bhagavan to become
Fully Enlightened but to also be fully functional in life. I realised
there was NOTHING to know, that NOTHING matters, there is NOTHING to understand.
That we need to stop understanding our thoughts, stop hooking into them, that we
just need to watch them pass by just like watching trains at a station.
Our bodies are just the Temple that we live in; we are just
"Tenants". Life is "Perfect" exactly "AS IT
IS".
On Day 11 (Amma’s birthday) of the Process I reached the complete "State
of Oneness"! Exactly one year to the day of my first Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfer
workshop! While meditating in front of the Cosmic Beings, I told them that
I was ready and that I saw no reason to hold back any longer. I asked them
if I could be Fully Functionally Enlightened. I felt like many sets of
hands were on my head giving me Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
all and once. I then saw Amma on
my left and Bhagavan on my right. They were operating on the Parietal
lobes of my brain - one on either side. I also felt incredible Electrical
Surges and twangs going through my heart. The session came to an end and
they were still going - they insisted that I stay in a meditative state until
the finished. I got up slowly and realised exactly what had just happened.
Wowww - I was stunned, dazed, slow in my movements but in complete and
utter GRATITUDE for what had just happened. As I walked out to get back on
the bus, I saw Chris walking along and told him what had just happened, and
cried tears of joy on his shoulder.
My whole body was tingling, especially my hands and feet as an incredible amount
of energy was surging through me. I could not even move very fast and just
stared, as my whole vibration frequency seemed to "step up". The
next few days I was feeling very drained, dehydrated, needed to take hydration
salts and more water as these adjustments within me were made. The
Parietal Lobes of my brain still hurt and the headaches, which I had
already been experiencing, were not much better. My body was also doing a
massive amount on cleansing, especially the first 10 days of the Process but
this also continued. I realised
that reaching the "State Of Oneness" was NOT the End but is actually
the Beginning! There is no jumping for joy - "IT JUST IS".
My mind is completely clear sometimes there is absolutely nothing. Now
when I meditate, I see incredible colours usually ending with the Golden Ball.
I can now go into a very deep state in meditation without effort, where I am
completely one with everything… the Cosmos, the sky, the trees, the
birds, animals, people, everything and everyone. Many times during the
Process I would completely leave my body, or been in such an altered state that
I felt I was completely not my body, or somewhere completely not where my body
was sitting. Incredible!!!
There
is no Separation, no Loneliness, no feeling of Longing or that something is
missing in my life. I just feel peace, love, joy and contentment.
When you feel complete non-separation, complete Acceptance of "WHAT IS AS
IS", there is only Love - this is Love. Causeless, Unconditional
Love! This is how all the problems of Humanity will forever be resolved.
This is what will happen to Planet Earth when all of Humanity becomes
Enlightened - at complete Oneness with everything and everyone. You cannot
hurt the other when you ARE the other. There is only ONE HUMAN BEING.
I am not myself any more as the "Self" has completely gone.
Everything in Life is a Process - even the Universe is a Process. As the
Universe, Galaxies, Sun, Planets and Moon contract around us, they influence and
impact on us. They affect how we feel, how we think and our emotions.
Bhagavan says that this is often why we have "no control" over our
actions and behaviour from one day to the next because of these influences.
There is no Destination - there is only Freedom. Awakening to the
"State of Oneness" is our Freedom, our Destination. There is no
where else to go - that's life. There is no Ultimate Experience - "IT
JUST IS". Oneness is not the Ultimate experience! Feeling Joy,
Love and Divine Experiences are part of Oneness. Once we reach this state,
which is a constant and
permanent - "I AM" - THAT'S ALL.
I am amazed at how easy it was to attain the State of Oneness. Although in
some ways I feel as though I have been preparing for this for many lifetimes.
I see that there is still a long way to go, as there are many Levels of
Consciousness, as there are many levels to the "State of Oneness".
Being Human is a very, very, very, very small step on the ladder. ONENESS
IS JUST THE BEGINNING! I give my ABSOLUTE HEARTFELT GRATITUDE to Amma,
Bhagavan and the Divine Presence within me.
Love, Peace & Divine Grace,
Karen Fay Winter
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22 June 2005
Hi
Dear Ones,
Carol
and I started giving energy transfer workshops on May 30th 2004 in
Adelaide and a little later in Melbourne Australia.
Then we branched out to France, Israel, Singapore and the United States
of America.
So
far 4 people, 2 in Adelaide and 2 in Melbourne have just completed our series of
10-day-long workshops.
The
first person to report back their experiences over this year-long process is
Wolf Ringler in Melbourne.
Carol and I have been joined by Justin for all 10 of Wolf’s Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfer
workshops and by Janine, Peter, Yarny and Annie in giving
Wolf his last 4 Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East) workshops. Wolf’s
wonderful account is given below.
Carol
and I know that you will enjoy reading Wolf’s account.
In
deep appreciation of the Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
blessings of Amma Bhagavan…
We
are ever in their service,
Love and Light,
Robert
and Carol
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A YEAR OF Oneness
Blessings
Many
people have written about one or two of their Oneness Blessing experiences. You might be
interested in one person’s long-term view of the process.
I’ve
had many mystical experiences, beginning with my first Enlightenment Initiation
Workshop (Editor's note: now called Heart Awakening Workshop). These
include going into hysterical Laughing Buddha state, watching my thoughts slowly
drifting by and getting the Cosmic Joke: the hilarity of the mind’s unreality.
Revelation and healing of life patterns and blocks, including womb
experiences. Amma and Bhagavan
stepping down from their portraits to be at my side or take permanent abode in
my heart. Visions of golden balls and Christ in a pillar of white light. Myself as an eagle soaring in another dimension.
Being in such a state of bliss, peace and Oneness with all of creation
that I wanted nothing else than to bask in it forever, even if it meant sleeping
on park benches for years, like Eckhart Tolle.
And all the while the divine radiance of the Oneness Blessing Oneness energy
suffused my being. These
experiences have become commonplace, accepted as part of the process and not
sought after for themselves.
Oneness Blessing
is a physical process. Several
months ago I started experiencing a daily Silence State, in which my brain
activity became minimal, I could clearly see the few thoughts I had crawl by and
felt pressure in parts of my brain as they received psychic surgery.
I am being prepared. The
state usually lasts for an hour or two, during opportune periods such as when
I’m walking the dogs.
J
An
essential aspect of the Oneness Blessing process involves work on the shadow. Rejected
issues/parts of the self are brought to light, presented for acknowledgement,
acceptance and love and driven to the surface for release. Indeed energetically
I experience the Oneness Blessing process as a constant series of “up” and “down”
cycles. Knowing that all suffering
comes from resistance to What Is, I’ve chosen to practice Robert’s
suggestion that I not automatically push away or try to “fix” painful
issues. I have asked Amma Bhagavan
to intensify my issues to force me to surrender, and take my hands and lead me
through them. Consequently many
painful memories keep arising. At the least I let them just sit there; at best I
love them. Either they fall away
most of the time or they’re transmuted into deep peace and clarity.
I’ve
experienced challenging life circumstances during the past year and been
constantly supported and uplifted, quickly being returned to a state of balance.
My sense of separation from others, the feeling of being unable to make
friends and overall loneliness have all dramatically reduced. So
too have my anger and especially rage and hate in reaction to the repeated
trauma I’ve experienced throughout my life.
My tolerance, compassion and abiding sense of peace have deepened.
My heart is opening.
Several
months ago I experienced myself as a small leaf blowing in the wind of Amma
Bhagavan’s creation. Although my
mind resists, I welcome this helplessness in the face of their Grace.
“My cup runneth over ..... And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.”
Wolf Ringler, Melbourne Australia, June 2005
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The following are accounts of the participants who are involved with the 10 session Gift of Happiness Workshop process. These are statements of these seekers after their first workshop unless otherwise indicated. Below this you will find Carol's and my write-up on our experiences with the 21-day process in India.
LONG DISTANCE Oneness Blessing
Dear Robert and Carol,
The long-distance Oneness Blessing last evening was wonderful. I sat in my meditation room and completed the kundalini meditation and then listened to the Moola mantra. It was difficult to keep my mind from wandering, as usual, but suddenly I was completely aware of both of you near me, radiating love. It felt like Carol was weeping from pure emotion. I could feel your energy all around me. Then I felt a powerful surge of energy flow through me and it lasted for many seconds, making it difficult to sit still. I'm not sure but thought Robert sent the attunement first. Then seconds or minutes later, I'm not sure, I felt another surge of energy pour into my crown chakra and it lasted for many seconds as well. I felt Carol close to me and I could feel her deep love and overwhelming emotion. When my body quieted seconds later, I felt filled up with love and peace. My kundalini energy was active as I felt myself gently weaving counter clockwise and I sat there for about 15 minutes with the Moola Mantra playing softly in the background. It was wonderful. Then I quietly rested. It was beautiful. I had difficulty going to sleep last night because of the high energy flowing through me and my body was warm.
As I am writing this, my body is beginning to weave and I can feel energy moving in my arms, crown and abdomen. Interesting!
Thank you so very much.
Peace, Love and Light,
Valerie in San Diego California, USA. Received distance Oneness Blessing on Amma's birthday from Melbourne.
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Hi Carol and Robert,
My apologies for taking so long to tell you about my distance Oneness Blessing experience. It was a good one!
8:00-8:30pm… I did Ananda Mandala.
8:30-9:00pm received the distance Oneness Blessing - when I first closed my eyes I felt a female presence - Mary Magdalene energy - which I felt was Carol - and I saw a woman wearing a veil.
I felt nothing for a while and then suddenly I felt like a plug went in and I sensed Robert’s energy - my tongue started to tingle, then my lips, and around my crown/head I felt heat and pressure and felt a presence at my back (behind me). I sensed Robert's watch ticking in my left ear. The presence I felt behind me lasted well into the evening. It was a comforting feeling. The plugged in energy feeling I described earlier lasted for approximately 10-15 minutes and then it was gone, just like someone turned off the switch. Then I knew then it was time for Shavasana.
Shavasana… 855pm- 940pm I lay down in Shavasana.
I perceived the flash of Egyptian princess wearing a headdress (and little else) and a male who looked like the female Sekhmet. Seduction and the end message was, "I deserve to be loved".
After this vision nothing happened for a while… just deep relaxation.
Then I experienced a bad taste in my mouth and received the message that I was having a digestive issue and to take chlorophyll - 1 tablespoon 3 times a day. This was like a reminder for me as I had been feeling like I need to take it more regularly and I hadn't been!
Then a vibration and a light tapping feeling began on my face - like a fluttering sensation. I saw a bright light and the tapping increased in speed and intensity, and then I felt a release. I saw a vision of a cocoon opening under much pressure and force and then a sense of peace and freedom ensued.
This represents for me a renewed light energy… starting anew in a chrysalis body and leaving the old behind. I felt happy, uplifted and excited.
At the end I had a vision of a stock room surrounded by books (I had applied to work at a new bookstore opening up in a couple months). Hopefully a premonition!
It was a great experience - I was doubtful too, that I would sense anything from long distance - "you guys have some powerful energies!!!" Thank you both.
Love and Blessings
Tracey in Phoenix Arizona, USA. Received distance Oneness Blessing on Amma's birthday from Melbourne.
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HANDS ON Oneness Blessing
Dear Carol and Robert,
Just a little note to express my
deepest appreciation and gratitude for making the 1st and 2nd of June event
happen!!! And for giving Oneness Blessing
Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East)
full stop!!!! Both nights were
truly powerful and incredible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lots has been happening for Gerald and
myself, and our connection with Amma & Bhagavan is so beautiful flourishing,
we are so grateful to be able to receive their gifts from God and to let God's
light shine in our lives, through us more and more.
Another thought…
just have to say again and send you more compliments!!!
The chakra oils are
absolutely incredible and so powerful. The difference, when I don't wear them,
is very obvious! Thank you so much
for creating this and sharing it!
Also on a cheeky
note: I think you are such a gorgeous and fantastic pair, it is such a delight
to see you together!!!!! I appreciate it very much!
Over the last six months I have had energy working its way up my back causing stiffness and soreness whenever a blockage or constriction was encountered. This would build up to the point where, at times I could hardly walk. I would say ... one more shift at work and then it would be too much for me. On more than one occasion I had made up my mind to stop working altogether to give my back a chance to heal. Always I would make it to a top-up Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East) and enough energy would be provided for me to go 1 more week or 1 more day.
With my fathers passing I have noticed that these energies moving up my spine have started to accelerate upward with less and less resistance. Today after the second round of energy transfers I felt I had another healing working directly on my back. Invisible hands were manipulating my spine back into place. I felt a click and now my back feels strong again.
Apart from that quite physical manifestation, I felt energy flooding my whole aura, washing away old energies and blockages. My mental state of being is now much more from the heart's enjoying the now in every situation and being at ease with myself and my universe. I feel more open and connected with others while at the same time, not allowing myself to take on the negativity of some of those around me.
Tom Haberkorn, Melbourne, June 05
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During the chakra meditation in the morning, I felt a lot of energy flowing, circling around, within, and outside of my body. Usually I find this process quite tiring, but this time, after we breathed out at the end of each chakra, I could feel all this energy and lightness and joy rise up within me. Receiving the energy transfers also deepened this feeling and I felt my heart centre open with this Oneness Blessing Energy Transfer (known as deeksha in the East) energy. It felt like an orgasm of the heart chakra! In my life in general, I find the effects of this energy to be very subtle so far. It is as though my life is still the same, I attract the same experiences, the same people as before, yet I seem to experience them with more acceptance. Two things I have experienced over and over in my life are inner loneliness and low self-esteem. I don't seem to experience inner loneliness as such any more and I find myself more and more really appreciating that part of me that experiences low self-esteem. It's as though I have come to love the part of me that doesn't love.
If painful emotions arise in me now, I allow myself to feel them and they seem to pass in and out fairly quickly. I still have attachments to such things as coffee and certain foods, like sugar, but I have experienced a dramatic healing of a particular health issue. For over 12 months I experienced endometriosis and for days would be doubled over in pain with this condition. Now I experience only slight normal period pain and no other discomfort and no mood swings... nothing... THIS IS NOTHING SHORT OF MIRACULOUS.
This process is totally unlike anything I have ever experienced and I feel incredibly blessed and grateful to have found it. Namaste.
Diana Stubbings, Melbourne, June 05
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"[After the 2nd Oneness Blessing on the 1st day of our 2 day OEIW in France] I lay down in Shavasana and saw a door and wondered who would appear if I opened it, so I opened it. First to appear was Zoroaster and he proclaimed Bhagavan and Amma to be divine. Then Mary Magdalene showed up and acknowledged Bhagavan and Amma’s divinity… The last feeling I had was Quetzaquatal who spoke on behalf of the tribal/indigenous peoples and he also recognised their mastery.
Before the 1st Oneness Blessing started on the 2nd day I had a sense of Bhagavan and Amma before us saying ye ha! and holding their arms up in joy that we were receiving Oneness Blessing. Then they showed me the golden ball as apples from a tree… so simple to eat and digest internally… After receiving the Oneness Blessing and lying down in Shavasana I saw a very strong chain with links which became golden… I saw an image of the chain spiraling to heaven and melting into the throne of God… I saw my recently departed mother in between Bhagavan and Amma and then I knew she’s OK. This image all turned into white light. Later I saw Bhagavan & Amma coming in on a single white horse together… then Amma turned sidesaddle & then backwards – to show how versatile/mutable they are. Then I saw them as Jesus and Mary and knew that whole aspect is/will be true." – Nancy Strachan, lightworker, networker, France.
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"A lot of yellow light came in. Hard to describe how much light and how intense it was. I saw something wonderfully beautiful. Bhagavan arrived dressed in a shiny yellow robe. The room filled up with his energies and I saw how everybody reacted to it with joy. After the deep meditation and the 1st Oneness Blessing I asked Bhagavan to show me the source of my soul. I saw a planet named Sun, one of the closest ones to the Creator’s Aura. The entities I saw there have an egg shape and are full of yellow light. They come and go, to and from the Creator’s Aura – energy drops in the shape of a teardrop. Afterwards I was taken to the Pleidians and then to planet Earth. Then Bhagavan and Amma came to me and together, on each side, they formed an arch that connected by a channel to the Sun. This yellow light came through me, down to the core of the Earth. Then the 3 of us became a gyrating yellow disc. They explained to me that this was a taste of where I came from.
On the 2nd day there was a helper with Bhagavan and Amma and he helped them to cut off our Karma.
On the 4th day I saw Amma come. She is leading the process today. She embraced Carol and gave her energies and said that it is so important to bring light to Israel. The Earth is also receiving that light here and the Earth itself here is becoming lighter. The feminine energies were strong and delicate and are easily absorbed." – Racheli Ingberg, Healer and Child Care worker, Israel.
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"Hi Dear Friends… I have just completed my first Oneness
Blessing workshop with Robert and Carol and am struggling to find the words to
describe such an expansive and expanding experience.
Apart from Robert whom I had only met once before (at least this time
around), the other people were new to me, yet they were not.
It was like meeting up with old friends - comfortable, warm, reassuring,
familiar, and natural.
The predominant feelings for me were Peace & Joy. To mention the infectious
runaway laughter only feebly describes the intense Joy and Divine Love that we
were blessed with. Robert and Carol are amazing channels for Amma and Bhagavan's
beautiful gift to humanity. A gift that comes from the Divine Source. It was
abundantly obvious that we were in the company of a far greater circle of
friends - a network of Light encircling the planet and beyond. What a supremely
comforting and reassuring experience to feel and to know that you are not alone…
so many willing hands to help and hearts to love. In these days of increasing
delusion of separateness and isolation this is the balm that we seek and the
remedy we need.
I went with an open mind not really knowing what to expect for myself but
feeling that it was right for me. I got what I was looking for and I know that
there'll still be a few more pleasant surprises in store in the weeks to come.
Ask and it shall be given unto you, seek and ye shall find. Seek no further, dear friends. What you are looking for is here and now. Have no fear. There is no risk, only enrichment. Experience the Bliss but please do not take my word for it, feel it for yourselves… Come home, please!" - With Love, Iain MacLeod, GP, Hypnotherapist, Reiki Channel & Teacher, Adelaide
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"In the preparation for receiving Oneness Blessing, I felt immense heat on my coccyx - a sensation I had not experienced before. Was this the kundalini starting to awaken? During Oneness Blessing I felt my third eye opening, and also felt peaceful and unified. Later I had a vision of Jesus with his disciples, which was very significant for me. There were other experiences too, but more importantly, I have noticed permanent changes in myself since the workshop. I know that my 'real' spiritual journey has begun even though I have not yet reached a permanent enlightened state." - Julie Horsfall, Maths Teacher, Adelaide
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"As the energy of Bhagavan/Amma vibrated its way into my being through the opening created in the morning Oneness Blessing, I suddenly found myself simultaneously transported to a place & time surrounded by masses of people. They were all kneeling down with heads to the ground, in the presence of the same energy that that was in front of me during the Oneness Blessing - the energy that has manifested as Bhagavan. They were not bowing down in blind worship or fear but in absolute gratitude. "The world will know..., the world Will know!" reverberated through my being, and I knew it would - and soon." - Grant Horsfall, Bodyworker, former Professional Engineer in Department of Defence, Adelaide.
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"Even before the actual workshop I was aware of changes occurring to my head in that preceding week. On some days it was quite painful and other days it was blissful. On the day before the workshop during a healing with another person I found myself saying "I want nothing, yet I embrace all this life has to offer." This was quite a revelation for me.
Before receiving the first Oneness Blessing in the meditation, Lord Sananda came to me and said quite clearly "death is not required any longer".
Then followed visions during and immediately after the Oneness Blessing where I saw a golden globe above the earth with 2 strands of spiraling light descending to earth and linking these dimensions. The light merged in India where Bhagavan and Amma "do their thing" and it seemed to me to be a perfect merging of masculine and feminine energies working as one. It also appeared that this work and this joy that we are immersing ourselves in is actually merging earth and the golden globe, which I interpreted as the "new earth". Nice feeling, nice vision!
Then Bhagavan came through at the end and said quite calmly "relax - this is a warm up". I had quite a giggle at this.
The second Oneness Blessing of the day was something else entirely. I seemed to lose muscular control of my body yet I was completely aware that I was fine and that this was necessary to allow another part of me to journey in other realms of light where physical / electrical changes were being made to my bodies. This is about the only way I can describe it. Whilst I was aware that my body here was "on hold" so to speak, I was simultaneously aware of the beautiful sensations of being immersed in that "higher light".
It took me ages to come back and when I finally did I felt physically lighter and more "graceful".
In the time following I have been doing higher levels of physical clearing than I have done in some time (trust me - I thought I had done most of my physical clearing!). There is also an underlying peace that has increased in awareness and body sensations during this time. There has also been significant movement with my son's energy (he is beginning to face and clear his anger and past life connections) and also some beginning of movement with my ex-partner who has begun to open up (finally) to me and is perhaps ready to let go of some of her fears she has been bottling.
I am glad that I did not have an expectation that it would "all happen at once". For me, this is definitely an unfolding process, only now it seems that I been bumped up into a new level of acceleration. In way I am glad I have got time to work through this stuff between workshops - 21 days might have been a bit too intense for me at this stage of my growth - we shall see!
With much love and anticipation." - Brenton Lane, bodyworker, healer, former defense & communications industry engineer, Adelaide
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"When I heard about the OEIW, I knew that I had to participate, not because it aligned with an ideology of mine, but because it FELT right. I experienced many visions, which upon reflection now, seem quite symbolic. During the initiation I 'saw' a tree laden with golden fruit. Some of the fruit was eaten by people, but some fell to the ground where it became liquid gold, which penetrated the earth and waterways. Also, during the Oneness Blessing, I saw at my heart chakra, the most beautiful deep red rose after which I experienced what can be best described as an explosion in my heart. The feeling of love that resulted, I have never felt before and my heart remains as open. For this I am most grateful because the energy that flows through me now is enough to sustain me through the regular daily stresses. I also had a vision of Bhagavan who 'welcomed' me home - but the words cannot describe the immense joy and feeling of being embraced. Carol, Robert and Justin, I want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to fulfill my soul's desire here on earth." - Rita Palmieri, Psychologist, Melbourne
My (Rita’s) 16 year old daughter Bianca had this to say about how she perceived me after the workshop, you may want to use it and if not I think it's great feedback for you both.
"The walls have crashed down, her eyes sparkle like she is not holding anything back. She is open and vulnerable. She loves now without limits, and when she smiles, I see in her face true happiness and joy. - Bianca."
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"Hello dear friends… I’ve just finished my first Oneness Blessing Workshop. The energy was so wondrous and beautiful – peace, love, acceptance, joy and laughter. Robert and Carol were so human and loving, beautiful channels for Amma’s and Bhagavan’s divine love, as were the helpers Justin, Lesley and Anthony. The other participants felt like old friends too, even though I had never met them before. Miracles manifested to ensure the energy easily flowed.
After my first Oneness Blessing I was shaking with laughter at anything that was serious, deep and tragic, the opposite of my previous way of living. Then I went into witness consciousness, seeing my thoughts as leaves floating by on a stream. The next round of Oneness Blessings started with bliss, then turned to peace and love; my body became tired from the change to new consciousness. My feelings in the third and final round were more peace and love. I experienced exquisite, expanding energy in my heart chakra to answer my fears, and I know that this process was permanently embedded and would grow until completion – Bhagavan and Amma are gonna get ya!
Since the workshop I know I’ve permanently changed. I didn’t receive enlightenment this time, but whenever old issues or judgments arise they quickly fall away, driven to the surface for release and replaced by bliss. Whenever I feel love it’s far deeper and more intense than before; my healing energy is far more powerful.
Please take this chance to heal your suffering, dear ones.
With gratitude and love – Wolf Ringler, healer, Melbourne
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The following is an account of the Oneness Blessing process that Robert Chamberlain March underwent from January 14 to February 3, 2004 at Golden City, Varadayapalem, Andhra Pradesh, south India.
Oneness Blessing Process of Amma Bhagavan
The Experience of Oneness Blessing of 2 Western Seekers
“Oneness
is a state whereby you are totally and unconditionally free of your karma.